Wayne and Don

A little over a month ago I talked to a daddy Sir on growlr. It was after a hook up and the first question was if I could be his boy and travel with him and his partner. I found the man very attractive, masculine looking, cute, and sexy as hell. I knew there was no way I could be his boy even if I wanted to (which I wasn't sure of at the time) and politely declined but told him that if he comes down for Pride I'd love to play.

Fast forward talking on the phone the first night, learning about him, his life, his partner, sharing my life, my past, my goals, my dreams, and everything about me and him helping me tremendously and sunday night me flying into Rochester, NY to meet him and his partner. Rushing the week before to pack, quitting work, having a week at phouse, and rushing to catch my flight. On the flight strong feelings and excitement, worries, and hopes for Wayne and Don emerged. But I focussed on replying an email to someone from the previous week. I spent the whole flight doing this. By the time we were close to landing I closed my tablet and started to slowly realize everything that was happening. I got off the plane and went to the bathroom and tried to find the terminal. I was at the wrong terminal frantically rushing to find the men who I would be with..the ones who would change me, who I'd change, but I couldn't find them. After calling them I still could not find them and began to panic. I just went to the only terminal I saw which was A. When I walked around the bend I looked at the sign. I heard a voice that came from another direction and the voice called out to me. I shifted my vision to the left and I saw two very men through a window near some furniture. My heart raced, my head throbbed, and rushed over to them. There they were. Wayne and Don. Both in person. The Sir who I'd been talking to for over a month and his partner who I've also talked to some. Both were actually in front of me. I wanted to cry. I want to hold both of them and tell them how much I've been looking forward to meeting them and kiss them and hold them. But we held off. We just exchanged pleasantries and got into their truck. Inside the truck I was finally able to give them a hug and kiss them.

I had so many mixed emotions in my head during the drive back. I wanted to talk with them, learn from them, and just was so happy that I was finally with them. I got on my knees and rested my head on the arm rest and nuzzled my head between their arms, kissing them, holding them, even though it was their arms it was something. After some fast food while driving to their home Wayne informed me about reading Casey's blog and told me that Casey is staying in Florida. I did not believe him and checked it myself. I saw his post and threw the phone. I was hurt. I started crying silently with the news in my mind. Memories flashed of taking trips with Michael and Casey in the past. Casey in the front seat driving and Michael laughing and them talking and having fun and me being with them..it hurt. I cried even more and I couldn't hold it in and I partially broke down. We finally arrived and I got out of the car feeling broken and hurt. Wayne hugged me and kissed me and so did Don but I still felt numb. I was supposed to feel excitement, feel happy, but I felt sad and hurt from my previous Sir for not telling me anything.

That night we made out, we cuddled, and Don fucked me raw and bare and bred me. Me and Wayne made out intensively and Don and their dog went to the other room. I blew Wayne and he fucked me. Fucked me raw with his huge PA and I took it. I took it and wanted more but knew that we needed to sleep. Also, somewhere in the back of my mind and in my heart and I was still hurt. Fucking would not heal that at that moment. But it was incredibly hot and I came a few times and Wayne..my Sir and owned bred me.

We all slept.

The next day we fooled around in bed and got up and i got registered. We went into town and got some food, we went to the pool, we napped, and we had dinner at their friends. During dinner, during the whole day I felt so peaceful and happy. Being with Wayne and Don, kissing them, holding them, and being here..I was finally happy. We slept well except I had a few nightmare.

Today we went shopping and Wayne got his food for the weekend. We went to best buy too and I tried to help Don find a charger for his iPad. But best buy did not have it. I was showing Wayne phones and tablets and Wayne asked if the phone I was looking at was the one I liked. I told him I did and he talked about getting it for me. But I declined telling him that my phone can still make calls and texts and even though I hate the fucking resetting that it can last a bit longer.

The man paid my phone bill, car insurance, entire phouse trip, giftcard for kroger, the trip for me to see him, and the fee for me to be at the campground. I was not about to let him buy me something else..I know in time he will and I can't stop him and will let him. But I haven't even worked yet so I don't know if I can please and make him and Don happy with the work yet. Sexually and being together yes. But If I can't help them with work or financially it's pointless. But I'll know soon.

We had a great lunch too and I've been fooling out with Don a lot too and bonding with him. I even told him I loved him tonight and he returned and told me he loves me as well. I could feel it..and I could feel it from him. That's why I said it. And I've had time to do some writing and still time for them. I know this can work. I just need to be strong and be a good hard worker for them. That's the only thing left to decide.

But as things stand now. I don't want to leave Wayne and Don. Because I love them and want to be with them.