One Night

I have to say I must have the most amazing Sir ever. Helping me get through things with my roomate and strengthening our bond, being able to wait, and even letting me play with others.

Well I've been horny lately and wanting to get fucked. Sir understands this and doesn't mind as long as I tell him. Yet who I chose. The man who I played with on new years and did not see until march because he told me he tested poz in march. Whether it's wrong or not we have a sort of bond and he is someone I'll never forget and I'll never forget him regardless of what happens.

But for some reason we'd always try to get together in the past and it would never work out. Where we too scared, or what was the reason. Even last night because of things I was dealing with my going to his hotel diddn't work. Maybe it was me or both of us but I was needing to see things through and see what would happen. If we just had one night. And we did.

I cleaned myself out although I was incredibly tight since I haven't been fucked or used toys or showershot in ages.

I finished putting my butt plug in and made sure my room was nice and everything and I heard a knock on the door. Without, really thinking I opened the door and greeted him naked.

He still looks cute and as sexy as he did that night. He comes in my room and he takes off his clothes. I see his tattooed body, his pierced nipples, and his PA on his cock. Just like it was that night. We start making out and he embracing each other and giving each other a big hug. I play with his nipples, he rubs my ass, and we feel each other and we are both very horny. He gently guides my head towards his cock and I slowly take his huge PA cock in my mouth and I suck him. He starts to fuck my face until I feel his cock go down all the way and the PA and I gag for a minute. He pulls me off and says, "Good boy" and kisses me again. He tells me that he wants my ass and to take the butt plug out. I slowly remove the butt plug and we stand up and make out some more and he rubs my ass and I lube up my ass and his PA cock.

I feel his PA cock push in and it's big. It's big and it hurts a little so I tell him to go very slow. I take some of it and I can feel his urgency and how much he wants to fuck me. But I'm also extremely tight but I don't let that deter me. He fucks me a little but when he starts to pull out partially I tell him to go a little bit slower again. I decide to lay on my stomach since I can relax the most that way and take a big hit of poppers. It works. I can feel his cock sliding in and out of my ass but still feel the tightness my ass is giving his cock. He starts pulling out and fucking me and saying how great it is. He goes soft for a minute being nervous with the roomate being home and everything.

I suck him and get him hard again and he puts me on my back. He takes the PA out and pushes inside and I feel him much bigger than before and I feel more full than I felt last time. I take a minute to relax and take it all in, still with some slight pain and hesitation, he pushes in. I start begging him to fuck me and really take my ass but he says he's too nervous with roomate home. I can understand that.

I sit on his cock this time and ride him but I realize he's too nervous and I stop and we lay next to each other and talk.

I tell him about my Sir and his partner and what changes are coming for me. He tells me that my Sir is lucky but than asks the important question. Will we get together again. I tell him I'm not sure because I used to really like him and that was the whole nervousness about getting together with him in the first place. He tells me he understands and it's my choice and he respects whatever choice I make.

Thinking on it more the first meeting was just drunken sex in a hotel. Not that it wasn't good sex or anything meaningful. But it was just sex. We know nothing about each other or anything really.

I've decided that I won't have sex with him again. That's not fair to him since I think he likes me too. And while the sex is amazing..I just want to be with my Sir. I know that we could have lots of hot sex but I also realize that just because I love my Sir and want to be with him. That doesn't mean that there aren't different scenarios out there for what could have been. But regardless of what those are. I choose to be with SIR. Phouse will probably be the last of sex until I see Sir.

But the question is should we stay friends or not. I am trying to really make some good friends. And maybe he could be. Or would it be too awkward knowing we've had sex and we liked each other at that one point. I guess that's something I'll have to decide.