Week Two...

WAHHHH what a week it's been. That extra bit of enthusiasm has been brought to you by iced coffee and 12+ hours of sleep with a dash of happiness and love :)

This has been a crazy week on all fronts. Work is getting to be more bullshit where things are going to get a hell of a lot worse and I'm dreading the fuck out of Macy's. E3 was this week so Xbox One (Xbone..lol) PS4, Wii-U and tons of games coming for all three and so many damned exclusives. Also WWDC was this week as well and I think this is the first time where I haven't watched a WWDC conference or even read about iOS7. Not an apple fan anymore..but even so I'd still at least keep tabs on it. I think what others have said is right. Just not the same without jobs.

And talking to Sir and Don much more this week. Got vacation time confirmed and have learned so much more about Sir and Don. Everyone's enthusiasm seems equal and I know we all can't wait to meet. And that time is approaching very soon. I did as Sir and others have wanted as well and got my appointment made to find out my blood levels and hopefully get in prep a plan. I'm moving forward in that direction. Work has also gone better since I've met and talked with Sir and Don. And seeing them on Skype this week was lots of fun too and I just can't wait to see them.

Fuck I have way too much energy right now I might not be able to write as much as I wanted lololololo.

One thing I can say is Sir is absolutely right. The energy, attitude, mood, and what I've shown and how I've felt. I've changed meeting Sir and Don. I get through work much easier, am able to block most of the bullshit, but it's getting pretty strong, and just happier in general. Happier to go on break and talk to Sir and get off work and talk to him some more. And when I used to want to go out and go to a bar drink, find a guy to go home with, fuck, or just go out and fuck. That's changed too. I have a few guys contacting me wanting to play and I don't really want to. I want to write more, I want to talk to Sir and Don more, and I want to do more things for myself or learn more about me when I'm not talking with them instead of doing the things I used to want to do. Because I want to do those things I used to do with them. I want to be part of their life and share who I am and my life with them.

I want to be with them so much. But it will happen soon enough. It's been a really good week. Just 4 more to go :)